‘Do you consider yourself African?’ a reader asks Alexandra Fuller at a literary event in Dallas. It’s a question she expects and, given her migration from Zambia to Wyoming, she obliges with the expected answer. ‘Not any more. Not especially,’ she replies.
Yet body and spirit resist adaptation to a country and to an American husband, both of which have yielded to the soulless rule of corporate management. Fuller’s health caves in, and then, after six months in bed, she hunts for interviews with her parents which she’d taped, in the hope that her three American-born children could be persuaded to plunge with her into the country of her past. No luck. Children live in the present. All the same, the tapes turn her back to the African self she has tried to leave behind.